It's dark I see through the smoke we breathe It's loud I can't hear the songs we play Play fast everything keeps going slow Taken down to size I'm feeling
Long, long time ago I saw this dick outside a punk rock show He sized me up from head to toe I think he wants to kill me His girlfriend looked like
I don't plan anything, I'm trying to come home Thoughts of you are always on my mind A runaway from problems, my excuse when I am there You roll over
Four walls, I know too well Silence is disturbing, it reminds me I'm alone Procrastinating, gotta get my shit together Gotta go out, get a life of my
I could never do enough for you You took all I could give To leave me outside in the cold Am I supposed to forgive? Go your way and I'll go mine There
All these names I can't complain Thoughts of you were everything All the fun is over now The smiles off my face The words are scratched it's hard to read
lets get it straight. don't wanna repeat. yeah i'm in this for me. if any fun. thats what i've done. thats how its gonna be. gotta kill the rock stars
Stare at you and I can't believe a song inside your head Words to remember Where to begin, when will you find them? Covered up those memories that run
Lost again, I try to find myself Direction found unknown Where else can I go Sit me down and say to me Tell it like it is Desperation eats at me I feel
long nights...wide awake in the empty darkness. dreading... the alarm that waits at the dawn of day. i'm anxious... for all the things that i want from
a different pain when the axe falls on you watching hurt from far away. can only make us blue. my life is only mine and no one really cares if every
What the fuck is really going on with me? I'm not a creature in a circus freak show Really like to be Don't feel sorry but there's always pity here I
Did it have to end this way? Never hear your name again Many things I'd like to say Didn't make any sense to me Now you seem to be at peace See what you
I'm looking for a friend today Another victim just like me A lunatic a loser a freak Another casualty from a fucked up society I gave my all to the system
Forget the tears running down my face Everything's so unimportant You say when we understand All our problems will go away I'm just trying to keep things
For what it's worth, I've walked miles And I've seen the sun go down I played my share of dues And yet you still want to put me down Started on the bottom
I'm not angry I'm through being mad I'm done feeling sorry after you hurt me so bad Don't try thinking about me 'cause I'm already gone Not saying that
Row of mirrors and I can't see my reflection, my reflection My life is so far, far from my expectations, my expectations It's getting lonely in this