Woorden: Perception Of I. Other. Memories & Dreams.

I don't need to breathe
But I need some certain circumstances before I can leave
So I bite through the words that I can't say
Then I fall through the feelings I don't have the words to explain
I'm so far away
I can hide inside
Crawling round in circles, drowned by the tide in your eyes
There's no way of knowing what my thoughts mean
I've given up pretending I know who I used to be
I don't think it was me

Every moment goes too soon when eye feel fine
Every hour feels like a lifetime
When I sit and I dream that I'd died
All I have is memories, memories and dreams
And all I have is complicating
And won't make the past leave me with no regrets

I don't need to know
But still I'm asking questions after I know I should go
So I vomit the anxiety and sometimes more
And I slip on the remnants I thought I had cleaned before
I'm such a chore
Now you can hear me think aloud
Searching for the silver lining in a mushroom cloud
But my thought process suffocates in all my shit
I wish I was floating and drifting away from it all
But I know I can fall

Every moment goes too soon when eye feel fine
Every hour feels like a lifetime
When I sit and I wish that I'd died
All I have is memories, memories and dreams
And all I have is complicating
And won't make the past leave me with no regrets

Occasional waves of positivity break through the ice and crumble the stone into sand
I could never wish away a moment we had since we stumbled from electricity to land
I will always miss you when I see you every night and you're not really there
I wish I could do more for you before all I'm left with is memories and dreams
I'm scared

Every moment goes too soon when eye feel fine
Every hour feels like a lifetime
When I sit and I dream that I'd died
All I have is memories, memories and dreams
And all I have is complicating
And won't make the past leave me
No regrets