But only silence would answer me Chorus I never believed it coudl happen Sometimes heaven helps the wicked Controls the demons from which we can't defend Lonely I
I don't know if her convictions are true Hell now I don't care about what she's trying to prove All I know is that I still love her Yes lord I still
' Gods to they culture with the strong speech I build with the Nubians I chill with I fill with my zig-zag-zig I never lived big, I never lived large, I never
my place I hate to waste yo blood and leave ya church clothes filthy But believe I will do it without feeling guilty Let's understand though the Pastor, I
I feel uncomfortable when I'm laughed at in the streets, But I don't want to be one of them. I want to be an outsider, At the same time I'd like to come
I hated, Everything I left behind. I don't need you, and I don't want you, World that left me blind. 4 kids in Memphis, should pay me 5 dollars. I
nurse heard was the song she sang Died tired of this living thing Most I knew never made it to drinking age Sometimes I fight Gipp Should I spend or should I
in two I would of fell with you, to hell with you Nigga what you think I'ma stop building, I'ma stop feeling Like I'm Amistad's great, great grandchildren How I
can I do? I know this bitter jealously is wrong Maybe I?ll move and find a brand new place I don?t belong Some friends I?ll never know New places I can
that ain't been test driven I say fresh spittin', less stricken and cess ridden, WHAT? Watch 'mira' mack the steez Then I cut a bitch clean like I was
walking dead. I should'a stayed in bed. Where is the feast what we were promised? Only believe in animal lust. Everybody wanting I'm not in the mood
heaven I'm sure the Lord said something similar among the things that were said when he walked among us and healed the diseased if he came to our new
See I believe God's word and I never doubted Walk it out saints shout and the devil pouted Hell is crowded full of people that's 'bout it, 'bout it But I
selves. Of course I feel uncomfortable when I'm laughed at in the streets, But I don't want to be one of them. I want to be an outsider, At the same
is wrong maybe i'll move, and find a brand new place I don't belong some friends I'll never know (I'll never know) New places I can't go (I can't go
And this from a person that never believed in religion But shit, my life is so fucked up, man; I can't help but give in I'm giving testimonies to strangers I never
bright, but it ain't in the stars We a new generation, who know the worlds hurts And though we don't rock suits, we still part of the church Our souls